Saturday, July 12, 2014

My First Post or How I became who I am

My very first blog post. This is liberating.  I am now sharing with the world my venture into the cuckold lifestyle.  First let me tell you a little about me.
     My name is James.  I am 42 years old and married to an amazing woman, Janet.  We have been married 17 years.  We grew up high school sweethearts.  When I first met her I was in love.  Strong, confident, athletic, a bit sassy…..whats not to love.  We married after college and soon had our one and only daughter.
     I will skip ahead some years till about 6 years ago.   I thought everything was going well, I mean we fought like most married couples do, but we got on.  Janet has always been are more dominant woman, but I was use to that.  Then I got the news that shocked my life.  Janet was having an affair.  I was instantly heartbroken.  All the questions flooded my mind  Who? Why? How?  I think I reacted like any man would and I packed up my stuff and moved out.  Many nights I cried myself to sleep wondering what I would do.  Every time I thought about it I came back to the same conclusion, I couldn't leave my wife.  We started talking again, neither one of us wanted a divorce.   We decided I would come back home, but under one condition…..the affair would continue.
     She told me she needed it.  It's a hard pill to swallow at first when you hear you cannot satisfy your wife in bed, but you learn to accept that.  She would leave the house for dates, I would never ask what transpired, but I was so curious.  Soon  I started asking questions when she would get home.  Time after time, I became more curious, and honestly more turned on.   She came home one time and of course I asked what happened, and she didn't say a word.  I followed her into the bedroom, begging.  She just stopped, stripped and said  let me show you.  Climbing on the bed she showed me a messy cream pie.  I got on the bed and she guided me down to lick her pussy. MY FIRST CREAMPIE.  Now I was hooked.
    Soon after the affair ended.  He ended it.  My Janet wasn't happy anymore.  I knew it affected her.  Hated seeing her like that.  She looked into cuckolding and I agreed.  Soon she was interviewing potential bulls.  She would meet some, date, but never really worked out.  That is until she met her two current guys.  Both are a bit older at 43 and 45.  Both are single and consider her as their girlfriend.  She has been with both for about a year and a half.  She is never ever with them both at the same time.  She splits her time between the two.  They both know about each other and are ok with it.  Basically  neither has time really for a relationship full time, so it is convenient for them as well.
     One of her boyfriends, Mike, does not care to be with her in front of me.  He will sometimes, but mostly they go out and have sex at his place.  Curtis, her other bf, loves being with her in front of me.  I think he loves humiliating me a bit too, which is fine with me as well.   He loves when I dress up femme, and loves when she dominates me as well.
     I will get into more detail as the blog continues.  I just wanted to introduce myself and explain my experience.  To all who read, thanks for reading.

James
   

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